Well,
it’s been a month since I have updated on my life. The month-long posts
dedicated to the Holocaust were pretty successful, I think. All of those
stories of survivors, victims, rescuers and resistors remind me of what got me
interested in the first place. No matter where I go or what I do, the subject
of the Holocaust isn’t far behind me. I can’t explain why, but it my
magnificent obsession.
It
has been a full year since my Dad has passed away. At times it feels like it
happened just yesterday and at other times it feels like it has been over a
decade. Sometimes the pain is so deep and the sadness so great that I don’t
have the words to express my grief. Or the tears. I am going through a dry
spell when it comes to crying. I can only muddle through and place my hope in
God that someday times will be better. In many ways it is getting easier. We’ve
gotten through all of the firsts and we are making plans. So that’s good.
My
sister discovered that she has a gluten allergy. For the last few years she’s
had issues with her digestion. Last year she had her gall bladder removed and
expected that after a couple months to feel better. In many ways she only got
worse. A few weeks ago, after a bad reaction to a meal, the three of us prayed
and I did some snooping around on the internet. A half hour or so later, we
concluded that she was gluten-intolerant. Now that she has detoxed from gluten,
she has started to feel better.
I
am slowly and carefully querying the agents for WIP #2. I sent out a barrage of
queries for WIP #1, up to ten a day at times. This time, however, I have
limited myself to six queries a week. One agent (that I had high hopes for)
rejected it sight unseen. One Christian agent (rather her assistant) said it
wouldn’t fly in the Christian market because the heroine is deceitful. I can’t
tell you how many times I’ve come across Christian novels with a deceitful hero
or heroine. She did say that the tone was good. Meanwhile, keeping myself
occupied with WIP #3. It’s difficult to pace myself when it comes to a project
that I am especially psyched about. I just want to dive in, head first, swim
around and lose myself in it completely. I had my sister read a draft of it and
she liked it and gave many helpful suggestions for it. If all goes according to
plan (in all likelihood, it won’t because life never goes according to plan)
perhaps I can query the agents about it in the fall.
I'm so glad you found out what was causing your sister so much misery! Hopefully she'll do better soon!
ReplyDeleteRegarding the Christian market -- it's hard to get into. ANY market is hard. I queried 50 agents in the last 5 months over a Pratchett-esque fantasy novel -- got 30+ rejections, most within two weeks of querying. I used to pooh-pooh self-publishing, but now with Amazon's CreateSpace, I'm rethinking it and will probably release at least one novel this summer through it. You may want to consider it as a viable second option. But above all, don't let rejections get you down. I got so frustrated, I almost threw in the towel. Don't.